I’m trying real hard not to let it show,
trying to take this on my own.
Vivid memories flashback through my mind,
as tears fell from my eyes.
Bloodshot eyes and tormented frame,
still I had the courage to smile despite the pain.
For me, it seems like its very worthless to live,
I hardly grasped for air to breathe.
~18:43 August 16, 2013